Current mood:	cold
Current music:	my immortal

GrRrRr

What i really meant to say,
is i'm sorry for the way i am.
I never meant to be so cold

i'm sorry about all the lies,
maybe in a different light
you could see me stand on my own again, cause now i can see.

I never really wanted you to see,
the screwed up side of me that i keep,
locked inside of me so deep,
it always seems to get to me,
i never really wanted you to go,
so many things you should have known,
i guess for me there's just no hope.
I never meant to be so cold.

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My WeEkEnD...

Friday night went to lisas and watched some movies.. kinda fun kinda not.  After that i came home and watched the OC since i taped it on thursday.  I fell asleep threw like half of it soo yeah im gunna have to watch it again.  Woke up saturday, took a bath, got ready went to the mall and got a ton of stuff.  Then went out to eat with ae andrea julia dana and me.  Yeah then matt picked us up and we went "driving around and out to ice cream" hehe.  Then we wiped out the snowbord and busted our shit in aes basement! hehe.. then gina called me and we went to a seniour party.. that was pretty damn fun.. got called a who...from whoville by gary.. lol and then we went driving around with mike... yeah thats all im gunna say bout that! Sunday was boring.. just went to the mall again.. picked out some shit fer my room and yeah.  That night kinda was bummed about stuff... but yeah shit happens....

*SnOwBoArDiNg SooN!*

Theres just to much that time cannot erase.

iLoveU.